
Song
I Kept the Light On
ALYSSA BERMEA · 2 plays
sad, heartbreak, family struggles, emotional, melancholic
Lyrics
Intro
ah-ah, ah-ah (oh)
uh-huh, uh-huh
Verse
There was a coffee cup with lipstick on the rim
A note half-folded where the numbers sink in
You left the porch light on but not the promise, no
We learned to eat around the silence, plate by plate, slow
Mama hums a song that's missing all the words (mama, mama)
Dad's laughter got tired, it stopped showing up for thirds
The calendar's a calendar of unpaid truths and small alarms
Birthday balloons deflated in a drawer with our child's charms
Pre-chorus
We traded warm nights for coin-counting prayers
We traded good mornings for tired stares (yeah)
If love was a ledger, the sums never made sense
If holding on was saving, we lost more than cents
Chorus
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (oh-oh)
I folded every letter and put it in a drawer
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
Verse
There was a school backpack with a crayon-colored tear
A secret beneath the pillow where we left the fear
Neighbors said we're fine, said everything's okay
But they don't see the quiet when the kids don't want to play
I write 'I'm sorry' in the margins of the rent receipt
You call it survival, I call it learning how to leave
We learned to speak in small things — laundromat change, spare keys
We learned to say 'we tried' and swallow how it leaves
Pre-chorus
Bills slide across the table like thin, polite goodbyes
So we become strangers who still know each other's lies (yeah)
If faith was a promise, ours came loose at both ends
If love was a river, we couldn't find where it bends
Chorus
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (oh-oh)
I folded every letter and put it in a drawer
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
Bridge
Maybe one day we'll sit and say the things we never said (oh)
Maybe you'll hold a photograph and finally look ahead (yeah)
I am not the blame, I'm not the reason things fell through
I'm the small hand learning how to start again without you
Ma-ma, pa-pa, I'm calling names into the dark (ma-ma, pa-pa)
Some nights I light a match and watch the past unmark (oh-oh)
Forgiveness is a slow road with a soft, uneven pace
I keep a chair for someone who might not come back to this place
Chorus
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (oh-oh)
I folded every letter and put it in a drawer
I kept the light on for you, I kept the light on (I kept the light on)
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