Chill Gangster, Heavy Heart

Intro

Skrrt, skrrt (yeah), ayy

Cold chrome, warm pain, uh-huh

(Watch me) chill gangster, chill gangster

Skrrt, skrrt (yuh), ayy

Verse

I move like winter in a cobra coat, silent but I bite (bite)

Paper chase, late nights, city corners hold my light (hold it)

Mama prayin' for my peace, papa teachin' how to fight (fight)

Love hit me like a brick — nice to meet you, heartbreak—right (uh)

I got ink on my knuckles, names that cut like fresh glass

Used to sell hope in ziplocks, now I'm sellin' time — fast

You say you love the danger, love the danger 'til it lasts

But when the sirens hum the tune, loyalty split like ash

Chain heavy on my chest — not flex, it's memory

She left a cigarette and a letter sayin', "Wait for me" (wait)

I waited through the winters, coughing up the history

Got tattoos of losing battles underneath my victory

Street sermons in my pocket say the Bible's sections raw

I read it like a ledger, count my sins and count my score

Every corner taught me hustle, every kiss taught me war

You learn to love the needle and the needle learns your core

I remember midnight promises, you whispered like a blade (blade)

Then packed your bags and packed my dreams into the shade (shade)

I drive the same block different — ghosts in every lane

Playground kings, now we kings of grief and paper planes (skrrt)

Trust is currency, I invest in armor, not in names (ayy)

Got a ledger full of losses, but I still pay the pain (pay it)

I plant roses in the gutter just to watch the thorns complain

Love's a contract with no witness, signatures in rain

So when I pull up to your window, understand the strain

I came with open palms, you came with loaded chains

You call it loyalty, I call it scoring minor gains

But when the nights get lonely, I still whisper out your name (name)

Chorus

Chill gangster, heavy heart, chill gangster, heavy heart (chill gangster)

Chill gangster, heavy heart, chill gangster, heavy heart (heavy heart)

Love left me cracked, love left me scarred, love left me torn apart (torn apart)

Chill gangster, heavy heart, chill gangster, heavy heart (ayy, ayy)

Verse

They taught me how to stand when the crowd fall to pieces (pieces)

How to count the cost of love when every promise ceases (ceases)

I got mirrors in the ceiling — reflections never sleepin' (never)

I got photos in my wallet of a smile that I keep keepin' (keepin')

She said, "Baby, break the cycle," I said, "Baby, watch me try"

Then the bottle hugged my shoulders and the night became my sky (skrrt)

Concrete lullabies, lullabies of sirens and of lies

We traded warm confessions for cold talks and alibis (alibi)

I walk the boulevard like priests walk altars with regret

Candles drip like memories, the wax is teeth of debt

I roll a blunt and roll back time with every cigarette

Counting all the could've-beens — that's currency I sweat

My friends call me a soldier, but I never joined no wars

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