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Yeah… I don’t talk much, I just sit with the pain, Room full of people but I still feel strange, Smiles on my face but my heart feels caged, I say “I’m okay” like it don’t feel fake I grew up hearing silence louder than screams, Dreams in my head but they laugh when I speak, I tried being strong, I tried being me, But every step forward felt like defeat I prayed on my knees with my head real low, Asking God why this hurt won’t go, If You hear me now, just give me a sign, ‘Cause I’m losing myself in my own mind People love me when I’m useful to them, Disappear fast when I need a hand, I learned real quick how to stand alone, How to smile outside while my heart is broke I write all my pain just to breathe a bit, Code on the screen but my soul feels split, I’m chasing a future I can’t yet see, Running from the past that keeps chasing me I don’t want fame, I don’t want the light, I just want peace when I sleep at night, If I go quiet, don’t say I changed, I’ve been fighting demons you never faced I’m still searching… yeah, I’m still lost, Still counting the damage, still feeling the cost, If I stop pretending, if I speak my truth, Would you stay… or just walk right through? Yeah… I’m still here… Even if it doesn’t feel like it.
Lyrics
[intro]
Yeah…
[verse]
I don’t talk much, I just sit with the pain,
Room full of people but I still feel strange,
Smiles on my face but my heart feels caged,
I say “I’m okay” like it don’t feel fake
[break]
[verse]
I grew up hearing silence louder than screams,
Dreams in my head but they laugh when I speak,
I tried being strong, I tried being me,
But every step forward felt like defeat
[chorus]
I prayed on my knees with my head real low,
Asking God why this hurt won’t go,
If You hear me now, just give me a sign,
‘Cause I’m losing myself in my own mind
[verse]
People love me when I’m useful to them,
Disappear fast when I need a hand,
I learned real quick how to stand alone,
How to smile outside while my heart is broke
[break]
[verse]
I write all my pain just to breathe a bit,
Code on the screen but my soul feels split,
I’m chasing a future I can’t yet see,
Running from the past that keeps chasing me
[bridge]
I don’t want fame, I don’t want the light,
I just want peace when I sleep at night,
If I go quiet, don’t say I changed,
I’ve been fighting demons you never faced
[chorus]
I’m still searching… yeah, I’m still lost,
Still counting the damage, still feeling the cost,
If I stop pretending, if I speak my truth,
Would you stay… or just walk right through?
[outro]
Yeah…
I’m still here…
Even if it doesn’t feel like it.
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