You Left Scars

Verse

Rodricus You didn’t leave me for something better—you left because you couldn’t live up to what I gave you.

Seven years of loyalty, support, and real love, and you traded it for something new because it was easier than being consistent. That’s not growth, that’s avoidance. The truth is, I outgrew you before you ever walked away. You just made it obvious. So don’t confuse your decision with an upgrade—you just chose something that requires less from you. And that says everything about you, not me.

Verse

I don’t even know where to start because this pain feels heavier than words. Rodricus You didn’t just leave—you broke something in me again. And the hardest part is, I let myself believe this time would be different. I gave you my trust, my love, and pieces of me I can’t get back. Not once, not twice, but three times I allowed myself to hope, and three times you showed me I shouldn’t have. That kind of hurt doesn’t just go away—it stays with me, in the way I think, the way I feel, and the way I look at love now.

Bridge

What hurts even more is that we have a child together. I wanted something solid, something real—not just for me, but for our family. And now I’m left picking up the pieces again, trying to be strong when I feel completely broken. I’m angry, I’m hurt, and I’m tired of feeling like I wasn’t enough when I know I gave more than I should have. You didn’t just walk away—you left scars. But even through all this pain, I know I have to find a way to heal. Not for you, but for me… and for my child. Because I deserve peace, and I deserve a love that doesn’t break me.