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Lost Myself
Philip Eriksson
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i want my song to be about a breakup where i completely lost myself, gained weight and found myself in a dark place. I want it to be deep
Lyrics
[intro]
(Oh... yeah...)
Fell apart in the quiet
Now I'm just a ghost
[verse]
Woke up to an empty side of the bed
Your shadow still lingers on the wall
Pills on the nightstand, bottle half-dead
I scroll through our pictures, watch 'em all fall
Clothes don't fit right, jeans split at the seam
Mirror's a stranger, bloated and mean
Friends stopped calling, said I'd be fine
But I'm drowning in takeout, one bite at a time
[pre-chorus]
Days bleed to nights, no light in my chest
Pounds pile on like the lies I suppress
Who am I now? Can't even stand
This shell of a man, buried in sand
[chorus]
I lost myself, lost myself in you
Gained the weight of the world, yeah, it's true
Dark place calling, pulling me under
Thunder in my head, rain in my thunder
Lost myself, yeah, completely gone
Heavy heart, heavier dawn
I lost myself... (lost myself)
Lost myself... (oh, lost)
[verse]
Fridge light's my only friend at 3 AM
Ice cream cartons, pizza boxes my kin
Sweatpants sag but my body's a cage
Steps feel like miles on this endless stage
Therapist says "talk it out, let it go"
But words stick like grease, nowhere to flow
Nails bite my palms, fists to the floor
Screaming your name through a locked bedroom door
[pre-chorus]
Numb from the neck up, fire down below
Every mirror cracks with the truth I know
Who am I now? Fractured and frail
This wreckage you left, setting sail
[chorus]
I lost myself, lost myself in you
Gained the weight of the world, yeah, it's true
Dark place calling, pulling me under
Thunder in my head, rain in my thunder
Lost myself, yeah, completely gone
Heavy heart, heavier dawn
I lost myself... (lost myself)
Lost myself... (oh, lost)
[bridge]
Rock bottom's a basement, no stairs to climb
Fluorescent buzz mocking my time
One day I'll rise from this pit I dug deep
But tonight I'm just wreckage, too tired to weep
(Too tired... too tired)
[break]
[chorus]
I lost myself, lost myself in you
Gained the weight of the world, yeah, it's true
Dark place calling, pulling me under
Thunder in my head, rain in my thunder
Lost myself, yeah, completely gone
Heavy heart, heavier dawn
I lost myself... (lost myself)
Lost myself... (oh, lost)
[outro]
Lost myself... (fading)
In the dark... (yeah)
Lost...
