Drownin' in Pain (Shadeisha Diss)

Verse

Yo, Shadeisha Rapier, out here chasin' pain like it's your lifeline,

Heartbreak hotel check-in, but you the permanent resident, fine.

Outside in the cold, beggin' for scraps from a ghost who ghosted,

Fists flyin' wild, but you swingin' at shadows, overexposed.

You a broken record, skippin' on that ex who dipped quick,

Pain in your veins, but you numb it with fights that make you sick.

Heart shattered like glass under your heels, steppin' on memories,

Outside world laughin', while you cryin' in your therapies.

Rapier? More like a dull blade, cuttin' yourself in the mirror,

Heartbreak queen, wearin' that crown of tears, clearer than crystal.

You fight the wind, screamin' at storms that don't give a damn,

Pain's your only friend, outside alone, who you think you am?

Chorus

Shadeisha, Shadeisha, drownin' in pain (pain, pain),

Heartbreak outside, fightin' the rain (rain, rain).

You swing and you miss, every damn time (time, time),

Buried in your mess, this diss your crime (crime, crime).

(Oh-oh, yeah) Pain, heartbreak, outside fight—

You losin' it all, under streetlight.

Verse

Look at you, Shadeisha, rapier tongue twistin' lies to cope,

Heartbreak got you hollow, outside hustlin' for a rope.

Fights in the alley, scrapin' with strangers for a hit of rage,

Pain's your addiction, turnin' pages in a book of your cage.

Ex left you leakin', now you bleedin' emotions on the pavement,

Outside in the dark, fightin' phantoms, feelin' forsaken.

You a warrior? Nah, just a fool punchin' air for attention,

Heartbreak's your chain, pain's the tension, outside invention.

Rapier sharp? Blunt as your comebacks, weak and worn,

Fightin' for nothin', while I'm stormin' your throne, reborn.

You out there freezin', heart in pieces, swingin' at fate,

This diss your wake-up—too late, checkmate.

Chorus

Shadeisha, Shadeisha, drownin' in pain (pain, pain),

Heartbreak outside, fightin' the rain (rain, rain).

You swing and you miss, every damn time (time, time),

Buried in your mess, this diss your crime (crime, crime).

(Oh-oh, yeah) Pain, heartbreak, outside fight—

You losin' it all, under streetlight.