
Song
Breaking in Silence
joy palumar · 3 plays
female vocals, cathartic, darkwave, ballad, emotional, introspective, atmospheric, haunting, melancholic
Lyrics
Verse
There's a storm in my chest that won't learn my name
It whispers in mirrors, it feeds on the shame
I smile like a stranger, I sleep with the lights
Fighting my shadows alone every night
Pre-chorus
I'm walking on edges inside of my head
Every word I swallow is something I said
Chorus
I'm breaking in silence, but nobody knows
There's glass between my thoughts and the truth that I hold
I bleed through my feelings, not skin, not bone
Just screaming in colors I can't outgrow
If pain is a language, I'm fluent in it
But I'm tired of talking to the dark like it listens
Verse
I count all the cracks in the ceiling above
Like reasons I'm still not convinced I'm enough
My heartbeat's a drum in a war I can't win
Still I wake up and try—so I'm fighting within
Pre-chorus
I'm scared of the quiet, it knows me too well
It calls me by names I don't ever tell
Chorus
I'm breaking in silence, but nobody knows
There's glass between my thoughts and the truth that I hold
I bleed through my feelings, not skin, not bone
Just screaming in colors I can't outgrow
If pain is a language, I'm fluent in it
But I'm tired of talking to the dark like it listens
Bridge
Maybe hope is a scar that still hurts when it rains
But it proves that I healed, even part of the pain
If I'm still breathing now, maybe that's proof
That the night doesn't own me—no matter the truth
Chorus
I was breaking in silence, now I let it show
I'm learning the weight of the words “hold on”
I'm more than my echoes, my fear, my past
I don't have to disappear to make this last
If pain is a chapter, I'll turn the page
I'm still here—still standing in the flame
Outro
Still here.
Still breathing.
Still mine.








