November 11

Verse

November 11,2019 anniversary for heart break.

Cheated on me for years.

Pain never went away.

Now choosing her family over me just kills me inside but she never understands

Pre-chorus

I keep asking what I did to deserve this pain

While you build a life with her and leave me in the rain

Chorus

November eleventh, carved into my chest

Years of betrayal, and I still can't rest

You choose her family, I disappear from view

The pain never left, it only learned to live with you

You say you love me, but you don't understand

How it feels to lose you while I'm still holding your hand

Verse

I counted every promise you made and broke

Swallowed every truth you buried in a joke

I stayed through the years when you chose someone else

Now I'm fighting for a place you won't give me yourself

Pre-chorus

I keep asking what I did to deserve this pain

While you build a life with her and leave me in the rain

Chorus

November eleventh, carved into my chest

Years of betrayal, and I still can't rest

You choose her family, I disappear from view

The pain never left, it only learned to live with you

You say you love me, but you don't understand

How it feels to lose you while I'm still holding your hand

Bridge

Maybe you will hear me when I'm finally gone

Not as someone begging, but someone moving on

I wanted your truth, I wanted a home

But you kept choosing everybody while I broke alone

Outro

November eleventh, I remember everything

The love, the lies, and the wound you left in me