Empty Cup

Verse

I am someone who is always there for others when needed. Even if I have to pour from an empty cup. Helping others gives me purpose but I’m constantly being used and belittled. I feel like myself worth is depleted. I have no self love for myself and it’s defeating. Depression sets in and finds its way so deep that I can hardly get back out at times. When I am hurting or in need I literally just keep it in and eventually end up losing control of my emotions. I feel so alone in this big world. Sometimes I feel like the world would better off without me here. I just want one human being in this world to actually see me for me. They only Miss and love you once you’re gone. I’m tired of hurting. I’m just tired